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I knew someone for this past few weeks, he named as Zac.
He is the one who helping me to not feel upset for him ( CK ) anymore, he accompanies me everyday by calling me almost all the nights in my daily life. I feel so happy to know him and i think that god gave me a chance to let me move on.
He is a doctor and is waiting for his posting. He is 24 years old. He is an IMU students before he graduated in his college life.
This few days, i am thinking about if i have the chance to have a future with him?
i found myself gradually depends on him and will afraid of losing him in my life.
But if he really disappeared then how? i am asking to myself a few times.
I hope i can catch his attention and become the one who is important to him.
but i think that I  am not good enough to be with him, he deserves someone who has the same status as him in his life and is able to take good care of him. NOT like me,
He will not have free time after he got his posting, he will seldom text me and this time worst things will happen like he will meet someone in his working area. I cannot avoid those things happened cause we stay at different places and doing different things.
Zac, if you are the right person to me, please just stay. I will cherish you all the time. I will appear when you needed me the most.