Sometimes my brain will automatically blank for a while, and i started to think about u.
Is it feeling for one person will change when it's too long not able to meet each other or date each other out, will a person changed bcs of someone who's taking care of him or her so much instead yourself. Will he / she feel more comfortable with someone who can always stick with them no matter they're already taken.
Love can't control someone or keep someone staying for their entire life with u. But love can makes someone feel better when staying besides with their loved one, so they will choose to stay instead of leaving.
I hope that we have more time to spent with each other, chit chatting with each other, gossiping about other partners, enjoy our show or movie tgt, sleeping besides each other every night , wake up in the morning and give u a morning kiss, wish u have a good day. Preparing foods for u. Endlessness conservation with u. Playing around with each other.
I love you, we met each other in a few unique way. We understand each other well, we will remind each other naturally stop doing or practicing the bad habits we possess for such a long time like not to think or keep urself awake while u are driving , have ur meal on time. I already get used to be by ur side, always remind or chatter you endlessly, but then the days without you, I feel uncomfortable.
I don't care how people think about me, I have a clear mind I won't get lost in the right path, I won't do things that might hurt myself so deeply. I'm have my own plan for my future. I want to live happily and stay with my family and loved one.
I have to be professional and make sure that I can treat myself , family and loved one better than now.
