30 of november, is a great day for me.
Zac confessed to me in his car after we done our brunch. I can see how serious he is when he's talking to me and asking me will you be my girlfriend, joane?
I was very nervous at that time and i afraid to look into his eyes cause i am shy and he was so serious.
and i received the flowers from him. I was very gan dong. he hold my hand after i accepted his confession. i never know and expect that i have this kind of confession from someone in my life, but it is real. we hold each other tight and we addicted to it. no matter how far we went, we still keep holding each other hand. and we watched the fantastic beast together i put my head on his shoulder and he grabbed my hand so tight. He sent me back after the movie was ended.
Thanks god , for being so kind to me. i will cherish what i have now until the end of my life.
Thursday, 1 December 2016
Thursday, 17 November 2016
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I knew someone for this past few weeks, he named as Zac.
He is the one who helping me to not feel upset for him ( CK ) anymore, he accompanies me everyday by calling me almost all the nights in my daily life. I feel so happy to know him and i think that god gave me a chance to let me move on.
He is a doctor and is waiting for his posting. He is 24 years old. He is an IMU students before he graduated in his college life.
This few days, i am thinking about if i have the chance to have a future with him?
i found myself gradually depends on him and will afraid of losing him in my life.
But if he really disappeared then how? i am asking to myself a few times.
I hope i can catch his attention and become the one who is important to him.
but i think that I am not good enough to be with him, he deserves someone who has the same status as him in his life and is able to take good care of him. NOT like me,
He will not have free time after he got his posting, he will seldom text me and this time worst things will happen like he will meet someone in his working area. I cannot avoid those things happened cause we stay at different places and doing different things.
Zac, if you are the right person to me, please just stay. I will cherish you all the time. I will appear when you needed me the most.
He is the one who helping me to not feel upset for him ( CK ) anymore, he accompanies me everyday by calling me almost all the nights in my daily life. I feel so happy to know him and i think that god gave me a chance to let me move on.
He is a doctor and is waiting for his posting. He is 24 years old. He is an IMU students before he graduated in his college life.
This few days, i am thinking about if i have the chance to have a future with him?
i found myself gradually depends on him and will afraid of losing him in my life.
But if he really disappeared then how? i am asking to myself a few times.
I hope i can catch his attention and become the one who is important to him.
but i think that I am not good enough to be with him, he deserves someone who has the same status as him in his life and is able to take good care of him. NOT like me,
He will not have free time after he got his posting, he will seldom text me and this time worst things will happen like he will meet someone in his working area. I cannot avoid those things happened cause we stay at different places and doing different things.
Zac, if you are the right person to me, please just stay. I will cherish you all the time. I will appear when you needed me the most.
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